Quotes With Meaning
“I wanted to explain myself to myself in an understandable way. I gave shape to my fears and made excuses. I varied my velocities, watched myselves sleep. Something's not right about what I'm doing but I'm still doing it-- living in the worst parts, ruining myself. My inner life is a sheet of black glass. If I fell through the floor I would keep falling.
“I wanted to explain myself to myself in an understandable way. I gave shape to my fears and made excuses. I varied my velocities, watched myselves sleep. Something's not right about what I'm doing but I'm still doing it-- living in the worst parts, ruining myself. My inner life is a sheet of black glass. If I fell through the floor I would keep falling.
In this powerful reflection, Siken delves into the chaotic journey of self-discovery, revealing how we often confront our inner demons. He portrays the struggle of trying to understand our fears while simultaneously making excuses for our choices. The imagery of watching ourselves sleep symbolizes a detached observation of our lives, highlighting the disconnect between our actions and true desires. Despite recognizing that something feels off, we persist in living through our pain, illustrating the complex relationship between suffering and growth. The 'black glass' metaphor captures a sense of vulnerability and fragility in our inner lives. Yet, this acknowledgment of our struggles serves as a catalyst for transformation. Embracing our fears can lead to profound insights, illuminating the path to genuine success and fulfillment. The key takeaway here is that facing our uncomfortable truths empowers us to redefine our values, ultimately guiding us toward a more authentic existence.